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I am so tired of posting the same things...

My mother is the same person she always was, and always will be.  She's quiet for a long time, then she gets a hair up her ass and then starts acting up, then I have to post a new sign in the house.  Rinse, lather, repeat.  I am tired talking about...

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What's up with China?

Hello Chinese bot!  You've invaded my blog  and now I get lots of views on each post and they're all you!  I am not sure why you're here....and I am not sure how to get rid of you.  Granted, if you're here to bring me more blog post reads, then sure. ...

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I am not sure what I want from therapy anymore...

I've seen way too many therapists this year already.  Patrick switched me to Jessamine and I don't like her.  I really liked Patrick.  He was my style of personality.  Whereas Jessamine is so quiet, I can't hear her and she just does the repeating thing and the other thing where they...

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The lies never stop...always the hero, right?

 "She let my cat die alone in the cat litter."This is the story I've been telling since Dobby died.  Dobby was a large back and a little white cat we had since our first apartment in 2005.  He passed away in the late teens due to FIV.  And my mother refused...

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New therapist, aaaand she's gone!

Sigh.  I am not sure if I like this one.  But I am sticking with her because she has things to teach me.  And I am excited for it.  So even if she sucks as a traditional therapist (or would even suck as a friend--not mine, just anyone's), maybe she's in...

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What's a little more rejection?

I am used to my mother's rejection.  I am used to knowing she doesn't love me or even care about my well-being.  I've come to terms with that.  It's taken me a bit, but I've been here for awhile, so it's okay.  It's just something that is, something I can't change...

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What in ze fuck is going on in heeya?

 I am so sorry, I feel like such an ass, but I had to upload an actual picture of my ex-husband.  I know, I know, I am supposed to be anonymous here.  But it just had to be done.  No, I am not making fun of southern folk.  My ex is not...

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